…i woke up at 7 today and felt stuck in a minute till 8.
…today’s started off weird. Today started off with my 2AM thoughts and everything is weird.
…i decided to sleep on my floor last night because there is something therapeutic for me about sleeping on my thick fluffy rug with the fan facing me….reminding that i’m still alive but it doesn’t do it well….
…i also, as per, played the 4K rain sounds from youtube all night, so as to elucidate my mind from nothing in particular, and remind me that i’m still alive…. but all it does is remind me that life keeps moving…the clock keeps ticking…the rain keeps falling… the world keeps turning…the heart keeps beating ….
…all whether i feel it or not.