1AM thoughts – insomniac.

i’ve been wanting to write for such a long time.

i’ve been depressed and low and down and you can tell by the sudden bulging of my waistline

i’ve been wanting to write on MY blog which I made with MY intentions, but a voice has been telling me that nothing about my life would make for an interesting storyline

…yet i felt so guilty… for not posting on MY blog which I made with MY intentions … as if i was working on a deadline

…i forgot that this was mine.


my name is Andile… and i feel so sad.

i’ve procrastinated my uni work, eating, cleaning, bathing and fun and i feel so bad…

life feels like a drag

i can barely stand

…i feel like or i am an insomniac

…i can only sleep for a minute with the help of tablets but i soon wake up because my dreams are painful throwbacks.

…im so tired of me.

…the good news is… i don’t want to die.

3 thoughts on “1AM thoughts – insomniac.

    1. Hey there ❤️. It’s a poem. And it’s what I’m currently going through. Im sort of struggling. Riding it out is the best way, really … it gets harder when I start believing that it’s bad to feel this way

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