i’ve got psychological burnout…
the motivation that swam in my head this morning’s since drowned.
i’ve had a lot done today… but somehow i don’t feel proud.
i don’t know if the dark cloud that lives in my head is once again using my mind as its playground.
i woke up motivated. throughout the day i’ve been productive so this is just her again, dropping by unannounced..
i haven’t got the energy to urge the thoughts to reroute
…from this negative..no..hopeless.. way of thinking… so i guess i gotta hold out.
& the worst thing is that in your own head, theres no hideout
in your own head, you’re homebound…
its best to black out.
…maybe i just need to lay this day to rest…maybe tomorrow this ball of emptiness will be unwound.
..andilè.. 